crawling in my skin
these wounds / they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

there is something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming / confusing
this lack of self control I fear is never ending
controlling / I can´t seem
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
( without a sense of confidence / I´m convinced
there´s just too much pressure to take)
I´ve felt this way before
so insecure

discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracing / reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it´s haunting how I can´t seem
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
( without a sense of confidence / I´m convinced
there´s just too much pressure to take )
I´ve felt this way before
so insecure

It starts with
one thing/I don`t know why
It does´nt even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind/I designed this rhyme
to explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
watch it fly by as the Pendulum swings
watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It`s so unreal
Didn´t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
trying to hold on/but didn´t even know
Wasted it all just do
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even thought
I tried/it all fell apart What it meant to me/will eventually/be a
Memory/of a Time when

I tried so hard
and got so far
but the end
it doesn´t even matter
I had to fall
and lose it all
but in the end
it doesn´teven matter

One thing /I don´t know why
doesn´t even matter how far you try
keep that in mind /I designed this rhyme
to remind myself how
I tried so hard
in spite of the way you were mocking me
acting like i was part of your Property
remembering all the times you fought with me/I´m surprised
it got so(Far)
Things aren´t the way they were before
You wouldn´t even recognize me anymore
not that you knew me back then
but it all comes back to me
In the End
you kept everything inside and even though i tried/it all fell apart
what it meant to me/will eventually/be a
Memory of a Time when I

I put my trust in you
pushed as far as i can go
and for all this
there´s only one thing you should know